+ stressed~~ +
campcraft com has ended...we did quite well tat's all i could say...the flag pole was great...happy wif my sec1 cadets...hope they understands wat i m trying to tell them..hehe...hope tat u guys will grow more mature in np...sad i didnt get selected for merit award thingy...haiz...so lost...wan to consult fel but dunno how to put it...she oso v.stress so many test paper to mark...fel if u happen to read tis pls come n talk to me...suddenly i feel tat i m a loser...sob sob...haiz...suppose to be excelling in np,then ended up wif nth...dunno wat happen...O level results r out...happy n sad faces...i see 5N results i freak out...dunno wat will happen to me in 2 yrs time...dun say O level...N level i already abit freak off liao...i scared tat i wont do well...oh god wat m i thinking...taking N n O level chi bcos of those kiasu schs...during may i sure busy like hell one...so nw must chong until siao...A1s! A1s! A1s! haha! i missed my VIPs,pei2 so long nvr see her liao...hope to see her soon...
+ wat happen in npcc??? +
wat happen in npcc? m i e one who changed? or the ppl ard r changing? dunno why things jus couldnt get right in npcc...so sad...so many things happened...tml is chem test me very nervous...dunno how will i fair for tml's chem test??? i hav talk to my mom wat happen abt sch n in np...she jus tell me to do best will do...e rest will be up to those teachers who will fair u...sad couldnt celeb my mummy's birthday on tat day cos got sec1 camp on tat day...haiz...wat to do...thinking of wat to buy for her?haiz...dunno wat to say...i m so lost...jus couldnt pleased everyone...mayb tis is e way of life,cant be help...u jus couldnt pleased everyone ba...3 VIPs i hope u r doing well,2 of u dun work untill too late ar...then 1 more must rest more hor...*mucks* my 3 VIPs!
+ haha...neoprints... +
start fr sat 1st...went for campcraft training in e morning...then to atten service pst ulf preaching is so nice...he is totally GREAT! lulu call him a very blessed,professional,high class MR bean haha...e way he preaches is funny...mayb we r in e youth service...do u noe y we must say a-men 3 times? haha one for e father,one for e son n one for e holy spirits...haha...being blessed...then end our day at holland v,we when there for dinner.when we entered a lift one aunty say me n lulu look like sisters haha i wanna *puke* ar....jkjk....sun...haha...got tuition in e afternoon,teacher came late me n CY wanted to lock her outside...haha...we failed...then went ask us abt our test,we say we all fail onli zx pass in e class.she was like huh?! how could we fail...haha..she was so shocked..hehe...then i show her my test paper,she again got a shock 'chey u all pass,i tot both of u really fail ar...how could tat be possible' she said.haha...sooo funny lor her expression *huh* |||...then meet SL n lulu at far east...took neoprints,all of us look sooo nice...we took 2 over there....hehe...then nt enough...went cini to take somemore...even more nicer nw...muhahahaha...so cool man...told my mom wat happen during tuition,she laugh until *pengsz* sia...one day i will bring her to see my mom...cos my mom always listen stories abt her fr me..heheee...i shall end here then...cya...3 VIPS dont stressed to much hor...rest well hor...
+ i wont disappoint those ppl who look up to me... +
haha!!! i dun like teachers yet i got so many yuan fen wif teachers...haiz...1st is mr yong,ms chan,fel,mrs teo,then nw mrs hee...dunno why la...mrs hee...she taught me since last yr aft mr hari has left...1st tot tat she got alot of mood swings one(indeed)...dun really like her...but nw,she is my form thr get to noe her more then i chairman somemore so got more interection wif her...then she got pregnant,so dunno y i tend to care for her more...ask her to becareful la, ask her to rest more la,go home early la...etc...and then she suddenly become more concern abt me(or mayb last hav liao i dunno onli) cos i very weak in maths,somemore i met problems when i wan to improved my maths,so i always said tat i m nt fate to maths in class...then she will talk to me,encourage me n so on...really touched inside...she keep reminding me to get A1 for maths when my maths cant even pass nw...dunno whether i can make it or not,i jus wan to say is i m really touched...nt forgetting fel oso,she got high hopes on me since last yr for my sci...but i mission failed once in mid yr...then yr end i tried very hard,there is improvement but still nt up to standard...tat time i m v.sad...didnt get wat i wanted..so many hardwork pay off...fel kept encouraging me to try harder nxt time...even though she say didnt say anything but i can feel tat she is disappointed...haiz...so tis yr,i will try my very best in watever i can...wif all e encouragement u all gave me convert it into a special power to make me study!!!
+ Nice wk end... :) +
Sunday...hee...slept at 2+ last nite...morning 9 wake up...it was my gandma birthday, i went to her hus 1st then to tuition...went gradma hus for a quick lunch n wished her happy birthday...a while later i gtg then so many ppl arrived then i was waiting for my cousin to come,she was too late then i left...took train fr hougang to town...i was late,1st time last i feel so sry abt tat...fel waited for me ard 15 mins..i m sooo sry sister...as usual chat along e way to CY's hus...half way tuition fel took her camera out,n wan to take picture of mine...haha...wan to take side view somemore...haha...i stopped her n tell her wan to take,take nice one,dun take so ugly one..hehe...so she kept her camera...haha..tuition ended,along e way we chat abt more personal things...haha...she actually told me tat!!! haha...nt bad la...happy for her too...she is going to chinatown n i m going back to hougang...i msg her n tell her we forget to take picture!! she blame me for tat haha...i promise her tat we will take nice nice pics n i will bring her to take neoprint other day...haha...along e ride i happen to recall wat happen on tat day...never regret for wat i hav done,if nt we wont be so close nw...mayb tat was one of e god's plan...hehe..i msg her n tell her,n she think so too...wif my character i could hav hate her alot but i didnt,dunno why...n nw we ended up like sisters...thank god for tat,so sweet of him to let me meet such a nice sister...hehe...cya...
+ i will never give up!!! +
althought we lost 3 matches,so sad...y? cos aft training for one whole yr and we r all waiting for tis competition and nw...haiz...overall my performance is nt bad la...my 3 points all so nice one hahaha...so happy abt tat...ah li tried her best...gwyn has credit too...n jane oso...n none other than our coach...huahuahua...nxt yr i will train them even harder n myself too...last yr liao...bo bian...so whoever bballer reads my blog u guys noe wat to do hor...must come for training ar...dun let me down liao...every yr me n ah li train so hard for bball then get nth in return..is very sad one...haiz...hope tat we will do better nxt yr...1 more person forget to thank is none other than our muti-tasking small soldier ah tan! thanks ya! for wat u hav done for bball...very greatful to u...haha lol...she wont see tis la...having tuition tml..hehe..bball competition end liao so must study nw....A1s!!! yea! cya!