+ 没有说话，第一天。 +
可能这也是默契，过了一天我们都没说上一句话。
仿佛是互相都再等对方开口。
好久没有那么‘暗疆’了，心里当然很不好受，很不一样。
你今天好吗？，开心吗？。。。
好想念你。。。
半年会很快的过去，那一天的你会是潇洒还是不舍？
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Met audrey again for dinner. Well i know how lonely it is to eat alone, in a foregin country. That's y whenever i can i will try my best to spent time wif her.
We yack fr guys to relationships to church so many topics n still haven finish yet. Cya soon again!
+ Ki siao liao. +
*Edited at 1:41am*
Esther ar esther y u wan to put so many emotions inside tis friendship.
Dun wan to say thn dun wan to say lo...
Like someone always say if e person wan to say will say de...
Last time u very cool e mah, y r u acting like this nw.
Y r u so insecure?
Hav more faith in tis friendship la...
C'mon man u can do it!
Can i b tat open n tell u everything?
Ignore tis person she ki siao liao.
Cried enough, move on...
+ Doors. +
Recently my chatting topics revolve ard 'expressing urself', 'to say or nt to say', 'y ppl refuse to share'...
We always say tat e way to our hearts thr r many doors.
Mayb A has onli 5, B has 10, C has 100.
How many do u have, probably we ourselves oso dunno.
Sometimes opening doors can b quite emotional draining.
Recently i oso found out it wld be good to noe how close actually u r to e person.
If u noe, u wld minus awy entertaining those saying 'i dun hav frens', 'i dun feel like telling u'...
My counsellor tcher told me sometimes frens refuse to say is bcos we r in their social circle. If they tell u their deepest secret, thr wld b some respondsiblities in it.
Thn tis whr counsellors come into e picture, bcos some ppl wld feel tat talking to them thr wont b any responsiblities in it. Thr is no emotions involve, no bias, no obligations, very neutral.
For me i wld get fed up when my close ones are feeling down, got probs and they refuse to share. If u think by nt telling me is to nt let me worry u r wrong. I think tats e easiest and e most torturing way to make me suffer.
Sometimes i wish i cld hav been more care-less towards all these. Mayb some of u nw r saying 'u sld' but these r e ppl i lay my life for how can i not?!
Probably i m nt good enough for u to tell...
Probably i dun stand in e position whr u stand in my heart.
Mayb I haven open enough doors...
I dunno...
gg ki siao...
I only can sit thr and watch, waiting for my chance.
I only can pray for God's power to move in ur life.
但愿我的坚持不会被误解成任性。
This is a yr of LOVE...
+ 我怀念的是无话不说。。。 +
Jus met up wif 3Gs, geogia, gwyneth, grace. Realise tat we r still as crazy as ever but i felt tat wat we used to hav some r missing already. Heard shocking news fr them. So n so is nw wif a child , a girl is wif a woman, tat girl nw got bf le, the guy is still as flirt as ever
Hahaha i thank God mine is nt as 'colourful' as them. I m...
Still as crazy as ever.
Still as talkative.
Still as loud
Still single. ( GUYS pls register) jus jk.
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Finished watching my 40 epi drama.
My fav characters:
She（大妈） is like e pillar of e family. Super zai. A superwoman. Whenever the family is fighting, once she come out everthing is settled. I wan to be a wife like her.
She is like her sister （大妈）very responsible, handle things with lots of wisdom. Super zai oso.
His nick name 嘚嘚地。He is e funniest guy in e family. The way he laugh shruggling his shoulders up n down. A great son, a superb fren. Learn from his faithfulness, be a fren like him.
Her name is very interesting 常在心(in canto). 嘚嘚地 is her best male fren, both of them noe each other very well. Whenever she is down he will denfintely appear, to listen, to help, to comfort. In e drama one of her bestfriend told her tis: ‘ 失去自己最要好的朋友，就有如失恋。分别是男朋友可以再找，最要好的朋友是非常难得。’
I wan my future half to b my best male fren. Nth will b too hard to share between us, dont hav to keep concerning abt how e person wld react. We wld jus talk abt anything n everything， everything will jus b so flow. Keep a look out for my best male fren he might be e one hehe *winks*
+ Hahahaha!!! +
Wooohoo!!!! confirm, confirm double tripple confirm IS NT ME!!!!
I was right, mr. honda is eyeing at ms. indo.
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Above all e happiness i hav nw thr is abit of weirdness.
Nvm la I m happy!
+ Think. +
A) Some ppl are worth dying to help.
B) Some ppl are die also dun wan to help.
Which one u belongs to?
Are u e kind ppl die also dun wan to help.
OR
Are u e kind ppl willing to die to help.
+ Journey of growth. +
My fav cousin is getting married in oct.
My blur blur tuition tcher felicia her boyfriend proposed to her in bali, getting married nxt yr.
My sis is a nw a christian.
My mum is broke.( Tat's wat she says)
My best kor kor left KL to sweden for studies.
My best friend is being pursue.
My sg cgl is nw a mother.
Myself I cant believe i m turing 19 in less thn 1 mth.
Tis time, I purposely come back earlier nt to miss e sch holi whr i tot my tchers r all free to meet up. Lo n behold, 1 is out of e country, another says wait for e 1st to come back, another is busy preparing for her wedding.
Mum keep mention abt me working, till nw i refuse to accept. I dunno how to physco myself tat i m leaving KL tat soon, nt walk but thrown into e working society.
当初离开新加坡放不下的是人, 现在放不下的也还是人。
After watching 881, seeing tat strong sisters friendship very touched and e hokkien song kept reminding me.
一人一半，感情不散。一人一点，感情到永远...
有时候看到感性的自己，很不自在。
+ Time & Seasons. +
Woohoo! Inside my heart i noe i m getting somewhere.
Mr honda is always very nice to his female frens. I recently found out, like ek says oso.
Mr honda is gg to sg to specially visit someone. Suprise suppose to be.
Tat's conclued my phase no.1 observation.
When nxt wk comes we shall see.
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I m very protective over my love ones.
Disrespect...die.
Accused...die.
Untruthful...die.
Combo hit: My best fren is nt a PRIZE!!!
Officially offended me. *BOMB*
Ur pride has cause unhappiness.
Ur fakeness has disgusted.
Ur irrespondsible has angered.
R u still e person i noe or have i really noe tis person.
I know u r troubled.
I know ur heart hurts.
I know u r caught in between.
Seeing u like this i dun feel gd at all.
I admit towards tis matter i have no more 'S' to deal with liao. I keep telling myself nt to b judgemental but wat he says kept proving i m right. Why he has to keep pulling ppl down with him, and e most painful thing is i noe u will drop wif him. To see how much u got affected, to see how ur emotions got involve.
Pray! pray! pray! Give me a bigger heart towards tis matter. Give me greater wisdom. Give me great speech.
Disclaimer: I m entitled to my own emotions. :)