+ A special thanks. +
For the past 5 yrs God has been putting great ppl in my life. In my sec sch days He renewed my mindset abt teachers and used them to get me saved. During my days in KL i was lonely and i asked God for great frens, those tat r special. Lo & behold He gave me 3 great frens tat are superly special in my life and His blessing didnt jus stop there. He oso gave me favour fr men, opportuinties overflowing constantly.
I thank God for giving me the courage to love. Eventhough thr were times tat i was nt loved in return, or probably i tot i was nt loved enough.
I thank God for my darling + my sui sui + my kor kor. (They are e 3)
I thank God for using me as a tool to be a blessing.
I thank God for my darling, she showed me how to go the extra mile for ppl.
I thank God for my sui sui, she showed me how to have a heart for ppl.
I thank God for my kor kor, he taught me how to accept being used by others for kingdom cause.
I thank God for every little gift tat He has given me.
I thank God for being able to serve.
I thank God for ppl tat sharpens me.
I thank God for all valleys tat i have been through which prepares me for the nxt challenge.
There are so much to thank God for... Love God & Love People.
+ A memorable fruitful week. +
9/4/08: Celebrated anna's bday at TGIF together wif hazel. It was a wonderful dinner we had. Lots of fun, food and laughter. After dinner, they left to do some ministry stuff and i join ek for sneak preview for street king. Right after movie, we headed back to sunway and planned for 2nd round of celebration at pan bakery. Pan ran out of cakes headed to starbucks instead. Settle wif rocky as the candles, 29 of them. We all tried so hard to find chance to bring out e cake till we got into e topic of stars. Voila!
12/4/08: Due to transport reason + fellowship, i was actually forced/told/asked to stay over at anna's place eventhough she told ek tat i was e one insisted. It was a great experience as i m e 1st out of so many whom she invited to stayover. Honored indeed. Listened alot, talked a little. Being teased, out to be funny. Most importantly we laughed alot.
13/4/08: My duty for the day was to follow. Instead of asking ppl to teach i followed and observed. I followed where ever she drove to, attend to e ppl tat she needs to take care off, buy e things she needs to buy. I went into my fren's sunday and see how she spend it. After settling her ministry we head on to our agenda in e evening which was to watch movie. Ah long pte ltd is superb though i watch it for e 2nd time, i still manage to laugh on e jokes. Dinner was in bangsar, we switched roles. The usual talker became e listener n listen to a Rev.Dr + Phd in human sociolgy discussing abt various matters. Like anna said ' its a wonderful fellowship when souls with e same passion come together'.
That's my weekend which was filled with lots of love, laughter and imparting of wisdom.
+ Aftermath. +
I know words flies.
I know tat person really dont know me.
I know wat is heartbroken.
Too many disappointments involved.
Too many mis-interpretation occured.
Too many tears shed.
I will make myself more understandable than wanting ppl's understanding.
I will still serve the best i know how.
I will still love Him.