+ she left. +
suppose to b a happy day for me to celebrate WL's birthday but my mind is full of ou nai nai n mrs hee.ou nai nai's prob,mrs hee's depart.wasnt very ento at WL hus my eye is disturbing me,it kept tearing tis morning.back to home n rest my eyes still thinking abt ou nai nai,thn came a msg fr ou nai nai.e whole evening was msging ou nai nai,my dear if u happen to read tis dun ever say tat abt urself again to them u may b junk but to me u r priceless.heart really aches to see them treating her like tis.
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at 1st i was very eager abt gg to e airport,but i come to realise tat it is e 1st time i feel sad while gg to e airport.(my left eye was still tearing)i tot i will still hav some time to spent wif mrs hee but she needs to go in early to shop for some things b4 e shops closes.i think 3 of us r controling ourselves,i wanted to cry when we huged but i m still holding it she left me wif a 'be good'.thr goes a familiar figure,left me wif all e mermories.siting in e car,memories of her jus bit by bit flow through my mind,tis time real tears came rolling down.it jus when on n on.i will keep to wat i hav said do my best,cya in japan! it is almost 1am nw siting in e plane how r u feeling?
+ glittered +
i hav been tearing for e whole day,n got a joke out of it.enough of tat.my heart aches to see my dear ou nai nai feeling so disppointed(i dun wan to write to deatail as to protect my ou nai nai) i think i sld hav just dash into e tolliet without any hestation,dunno y i jus stand outside n jus waited n waited.i think she jus hav e reason to do all these,sld let everything out.ppl out there can piss her off,scold her,dun like her style or even (pardon me for tat) buay song wif her i will do my best to protect her fr any of ur nonsense.i think e class really short change her by alot,i dun think she deserve tis kind of treatment.God u must really bind those nonsense awy fr her n let her b well like by students.God will place us above n nt beaneth,e head n nt e tail.for tat one sec i really wan to punch tat fella for wat he had done.i belive tat a leader sld hav his own stand n decisive enough to lead e class to e right path n nt bcos of a fren's idea thn waver his mind.being a chairman is nt easy u r e middle man of ur classmates n e tchers,hav to see things fr many sides u hav to protect e students stand n e tchers stand n therefore to a win win situation.another thing is nobody can win everybody.i hope things will be fine on mon.nxt wk is also another fullest wk,mon to wed help xb n more to come.i kept tearing so much so tat i dun even noe is it e real tear or nt.i m always out thr for u guys!
+ teary eye +
the cause of my left eye kept tearing is bacterial infection.i need sunglass to help me see things better,i feel things r very sharp under e sun.i want to go for e conference but i cant sigh.looking forward to weekend svc rev.ulf is preaching.thr r probs wif e sch n some tcher,new rules are full of crap,some tcher has nth better to do gave me boring cme lesson.last yr of bwl,wat shall we do for tchers day to b a meoriable n touchy one? give me ideas if u guys hav.o lvl results coming out on mon,how wld i fare for chi? i wan an A if nt i hav to do it again.workout in e gym wif chau yesterday,preparing for sports day.ran 2.4km n brisk walk for 30mins, some mucles tonning for 30mins.m i cut to b a buyer or in e marketing sector, or even a tcher? laughs.hav been questioning myself these few days or thr is some other things i can do better in? i wan my path to b a God's plan nt e world's plan.i belives tat he noes me better than anyone else.give me a life tat i can support many ppl,n i hav to.i wan to give my mom a double better life thn wat she gave me.ou nai nai rmb tat i love everything tat is mint,she gave me a mint timeout tis morning n WL saw it sry my ou nai nai loves me.the left eye is still tearing.
+ sigh +
i tot i m e 1st for shot put.thr is another gal who was absent yesterday wif valid reason came today n she throw further thn me sob.my javelin oso i was 3rd actually aft she came i got nth.nvm at least i got something,running for 4 x 400m nxt wk n 4 x 100m on sports day.
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i dun like ppl talk behind my back,trying to b sarcastic behind me.wat can i say i cant win everyone heart.contented to hav some of ur hearts.if shi2 give u her 101% of love dont give her a negative value she even appreciate if u onli gave 1%.
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argh.xb gave a lift to a grp of ppl,yet they decided nt to get their butts of e car.no other choice xb hav to bring them back home,they stayed thr for 6 hrs! me,myself haven even been into her hus b4.gosh,xb n her husband hav to force them out thn they finally got themselves out of xb sight.tis morning xb's eye got bitten by e mosq,reminds me of my toe oso it went swollen.
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i miss fel like mad.wonder how is she nowadays? jus feel like talking to her hav loads to tell her abt.didnt manage to talk to ou nai nai for e past 2 days,jus a smile to each other to noe tat she is doing fine.miss e period tat we sms each other almost everyday.i think i m too greedy,who i think i m?
my left eye keep tearing i dunno why.
+ Thank God +
i have a great time yesterday,been to mrs hee hus again to give her the album.i was playing with jojo he was so cute.i prefer jojo more thn benji,LP likes benji more so none of them is left out.we lo yu sheng again,fun when we say e wishes for lo yu sheng.i gave her the album,i think she nearly cried cos she say she will save everything for later n told me nt to make her cry infront of us.i glad tat she has got tis reaction which means i succed haha.we was guessing abt how many tchers frens mrs hee actually got in our sch,we blured out almost every tcher name still haven got e ans right.thn found out she is gg to hav dinner wif ou nai nai lol told her abt my relationship wif ou nai nai she was totaly impress.my frens left me wif mrs hee. so i tot of if i can join in for e dinner mrs hee was ok wif it,thn she msg ou nai nai ask wether i can join in to my surprise ou nai nai said sure.i was like in my heart wow! i m gg to hav dinner wif tchers i felt honoured more thn anything else.we had a great time both of them kept saying gd things abt me until i feel so shy n really feel tat ou nai nai has tis 100% trust in me thank God for tat.i look forward to hav meals wif them again espscially e one i haven sat down n eat wif xb.really like jojo,i think i will miss them real hard,God pls allow me to go n send her at e airport despite it is a 1am flight.
+ cont on cny. +
wow 2nd day of cny.went to bishan granny hus,so gd to see them again.my little nephew likes me alot n those little monkeys on my shirt,he kept sticking to me yeah.godma was playing mahjong she told me to learn it tis yr n nxt yr is my turn to take over haha.will wan to go back more often tis yr if i hav the time as tat was used to be my 2nd home.
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sunday svc was fantastic '10 characteristics of big ppl' the 9th pt struck me e most abt spatiality.though i m very close to some tchers but i hav to be very very careful wif e word i use e action i do.rmb there was one time i was used to saying e word 'moron' so much tat i say it to describe xb! wha,phew she told me off tat time n i nvr use tat word infront of her again.aft svc i went to mdm ong's hus cool,we chat alot,she disclose alot of whr tchers stays haha.she gave me an 10 bucks ang bao which is more thn anybody in my class(bishal got $10 by luck) dunno is it tat she likes me or i m jus lucky anyway thank God for tat ang bao.
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7th day of cny which is also call 'ren ri' its everyone birthday! we plan to go to mrs hee's hus for a visit.the 1st shift went wif 10 over ppl vincent n company,2nd shift came wif ard 8 ppl so at tat time her hus was packed wif ard 20 ppl jojo was so excited to see so many brothers n sisters to play wif him.the 1st shift ppl left,so we started eating our dinner chicken rice yeah.while jojo is still eating we started taking pictures wif him haha he is like a superstar.he gave all sorts of funny smile which is super cute.i like to observe kids every much.every single small movement of them n i will try to think wat they are thinking abt.jojo see things very diff fr other kids he can picture it in all kinds of ways which even normal ppl cant,i can tell he can be a great leader nxt time who sees every side of a person.benji hav spikey hair like mine haha he is so tame nt like other babies tat will b scared of crowd n dun like being pass ard.benji is willing to let himself being pass ard n to be carry by everyone.mr hee came home at e rite time,we lou yu sheng we added lots of salmon into it yum yum.mrs hee taught us to pronunce salmon properly it must b pronunce without e L sound lol.mrs hee told us many stories abt her love life,marrige n her proudest moment in her sports career.i m so touched.5n2 gave her a lovely card made by wenya n she recalls tat 5n1 hasn't give her anything lol still in process soon it will come to ur hands.wondering tat if she wld tear if she sees tat? gonna miss her madly when she is over at japan.for nw i miss fel.
+ cny fever! +
too busy to blog,recap abit.too my surprise i got a cny gift fr dear ou nai nai feel like being a child and no need to think so much thn give her a big hug but i didnt.i think i realy have sow into her life,treasure e friendship(sld b) alot.a tought came to my mind is of considering to change my VIPs list and if i were to do so my dear ou nai nai will b e 1st on e waiting list.
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cny eve,sch celebration.i was told to look after old folks under cmc.dear ou nai nai look real great tat day accept e shoes(i sld find some day we go out to shop for nice shoes) the dance performence by mr zaidi n frens was superb.met my old frens, which i miss them badly.gosh and i found out tat mrs cheong is my co form tcher,it will b great.back to home,did abit of cleaning n get ready to have a filling dinner together wif my mom and sis.my mom rarely cooks.i ate lots of prawns n my fav kindeys.i received my 1st ang bao fr my mom.
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1st day of cny.went to grandma hus,it doesnt look as happening as b4 dunno whr hav all e ppl gone to which means i hav lesser ang baos tis yr.cousin caleb came all of us look bored so he suggest tat we go catch a movie,'i do,i do' is super corny it is a very singapore comedy love movie.sharon au's acting has improve.my day jus ended so simply.
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to be cont on part 2 i my tired,gg church tml n visiting mdm ong.i miss fel.
+ My IQ! +
haha i took e IQ test like lindsey did..there's my result.it is oso 3 digit.hehe...The way you think about things makes you a Linguistic Architect. This means you are brilliant when it comes to language and words. You are also very good at understanding things on an abstract level. You are at your best when you put those two skills together to communicate new ideas and see how they fit into different contexts. You understand math and science on a gut level, even if the equations and science don't come as easily. You can use these skills to be a great communicator or to create a masterpiece.wow...it actually tells me alot n more of myself...haha...i wan to highlight e part on 'you understand MATHS n sci on a gut level' which means i m nt a maths idiot! lol...is a great encouragment to me man...
when for svc yesterday,rev john was awsome...wanted to buy his book but i dun hav enough cash wif me at tat time...wat a petty mayb aft cny thn.fri didnt see ou nai nai in sch she was down wif fever *sad* hope she is feeling much better by nw...so i can see her tml. i hav weird dreams last nite who can tell me wat is my dream trying to tell me...i keep having funny tots rushing through my mind.
ok e news is out mrs hee is leaving to japan for a few yrs,tat is e person i mention on e last post.honoured to b e 1st to noe,but sad tat another gd tcher is leaving haiz...i promised to get at least an A2 for maths to go over to see her...i really pray hard tat i can.thinking of wat to give her as a good bye gift ,i hav an idea but by doing tat i cant give her e present b4 she leaves mayb i jus sent it over to her...oso hav to think of wat to give as a class,it must b a superb one cos to her 5n1 is e best class she ever teach...if anyone hav anything in mind pls come n tell me asap.i will her n joesph alot(nvr see little ben b4) i will miss her keeping minte(my fav sweet) for me...hehe..i wanted to n sent her off but she doesnt wan me to go...i hope we can still b s close s b4 even she is over at japan.it hurts when ppl whom r close to u r leaving...treasure every moment of it...
+ basketball. +
Its my passion since 4, in my pri sch yrs as a non sch player i out shine those who r in e sch team my tcher went to speak to my mom personaly abt it but did no help at all.so i wasted a chance to join the spore combine sch team mayb wif tat i may even enter a much better sch.i got into bwls i told myself i die oso wan to play bball,i was given e cca form 1st thing i did without thinking was to put down bball as my cca. thank God my mom's heart was soften,i choose npcc was onli aft i go for e cca open hus.i tot given e worse tcher in charge or e oldest coach i still cld do my part cos of my past exprience.during sec1 e coach was abt to choose 3 sec1s to enter c divison team,i was e 1st person who got choosen despite tat i m nt in a bball sch in pri sch...went for a taste of comp, though our team onli won one game by 1 pt...i told myself at tat time 'i gonna do much better thn my seniors nxt yr' nt bcos of i m proud but cos of those ppl out there who looked down on our sch bball team...sec2 we change a new coach edwin, he appoint me as e captian together wif jane.we got our super main 5 neth,li,jane,suriana and me.we got our grp for comp, which was nts,cg,zhs,chij(tp) my teamates was like 'hai no need to win le..' i was very positive i told them those r jus schs name they r jus out to scare ppl.1st match we won nts,aft nxt is chij(tp) we was trash by them in 2001 so actually in my heart i was pretty nervous guess wat we trash them by 20 over pts and i even score 3 straight 3pt record earn my fame as a 3 point shooter.lost to cg,so e match wif zhs was a critical one n by faith n we hav more determination of winning we won them very close.whooo we enter nationals! i cant belive it at tat time.there was 1 time i m leaving sci lesson early to go for nationals,e tcher ask me r u gg for zone comp n i reply sorry its nationals she got a great shock in my heart i was like u dont ever look down on bball again....lol in sec3 n 4 we didnt really perform s well like in sec2.but in a few matches i was e main scorer,eg in sec4 e match wif scgs although we lost,80% of e goals was by me hehe aft e game e scgs coach came n told me tat i m a very sharp shooter i m pleased wif myself tat even we didnt win yet our oppoent cld see our potenial.sec5 was e most horrible yr i sld say,we dont hav enough players,no coach,no time slots for trainings.so tis yr i dun really looking forward to anything jus go there n play my best make sure tat every match i used up my 100%.tml is my last match of e yr, nt much chance of winning but i will enjoy every moment of e game n do my 200%! tis entry is rather dry for ppl to read but it means alot to me so bear wif me...i miss fel alot.