+ phew +
during tat one wk holi is a real time for me to rest.i rest for 3 days n e other 4 was packed.during e 3 days i went out wif cy playing pool.i finally learnt it properly n i beat ah li on e third day.went ou nai nai ask wat did do to enjoy my holi i told i went pool,she somehow got a shock.i think she is think tat tat kind of place is nt very erm how sld i say? put it tis way i think in her mind tat place is nt guai ppl go de.so i need to clarify e pool i went is a non smoking area n i onli play among my frens didnt borther who is at e table beside therefore is sld consider a healthy place.btw i wont get too engross abt pool until i forget my studies.
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on e 2nd day of holi ou nai nai msg me told me tat she went out looking mint choco for me.to me thr isnt any occasion tat i sld b receiving choco fr her but thr isnt a reason for frens to give gifts right so i m pretty suprise by her move.i told her mint choco r special they dun come in bar form(tat was how my fav look like) on sat if i m nt wrong she told me tat she bought it le saying tat i wld hav one mth of supply of choco.to my suprise she actually hit exactly on e one which is my fav.wow! got telepathy man.i m ultimately happy.
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i m a virgin cookie maker,i made it for mummy,ou nai nai n some of my frens.is easter time to do something for ur love ones.it is a soft cookie nt anything else.i hope they like it la,i put alot of hard work in it de.
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my post is getting long,tis will be e last part.i wan to thk god tat by his grace mrs hee n family is fine.when e earthquake rocked they were at church (PTL).i hav been praying for them praying tat God will take gd care of them indeed tat my prayers had been ans.God is a gd God.counting down to easter.
+ time to get gg +
it is such LOVEly day today,talked abit abt love during tuition.another lovely matter is i jus watch hitch wif xl,had a great time laughing when is true love coming? i find tat is real nice to b able to love especially giving unconditional love.like how God loves us,(mayb tat is too hard for u to noe how m i being loved) wat abt unconditional love showered on me by xb,ou nai nai n fel.having ppl spending 2days looking for ur fav choco isn't tat feeling touched,or when u r facing e fear of being chase out of e hus n one of them told u tat is nt a prob tat she can take u in.another one giving u lessons without asking any thing in return.oh i jus feel so loved.i gave all of them e love tat nth can buy,i was thr wif wat they wanted.i dun wan to sound noble,but i think giving unconditional love is better thn any greatest gift u can think of.
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nw i wan to b focus on my mid yr,i noe alot of ppl r looking how well m i gg to do.i noe tat if i do well for my mid yr tat wld b a gd part 1 testimony for my mom.i wan to do well for it so tat i can enjoy spending time wif my VIPs.june is a great time for them i dun wan my results to spoil their mood n bcos of tat they cloudn't rejoice wif me.i m looking forward to june seriously,ou nai nai got me excited abt it.
+ happy birthday! +
i accidentally found out ou nai nai's birthday,e 1st thing came to my mind was y didnt i noe when i m so close to her n some other ppl knew it like long ago?i was abit sad la,2 of e other gals wish her.i was stunned thr like thinking y it happen like tat.i was surprise tat instead me of wishing her she came n hug me,at tat moment my heart melted(rmb i wanted to give her hug her but i didnt)i wish e time wld frezee for tat moment.laughs~nw u may b thinking jus a hug onli y kick up a big fuss abt it,tat hug really mean alot to me(fr a person who dont usually does tis n is her) yea! (it is nt today)
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last fri i had lunch wif xb n e rest i had lots of fun though i was rushing wif e time n e rest hav LOTS of time especially xb she loves to shoot me n see me get irritated bleah.i nearly lied bcos i dun wan ppl to noe tat i m having lunch wif her so i actually told wl to say tat i went home something like tat.xb stared at me aft tat call i fealt guilty aft gaving some thoughts so i called wl again to say tat i was caught up wif somethings if e officer ask.God is gd i met my nt very close cousin outside j8 he was waiting for taxi oso n he gave me a lift to sch.i think God is trying to show me something out of it.i m happy to b xb's 2nd brain s helping her to rmb things laughs~ i cld hav stayed wif longer n help her to do shopping if i m nt gg for tat camp.nvm we dun always get everything tat we wan but those who ask shall receives n i m sure e day will come.
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aunnal camp.i m cooking hee,i m pleased tat ou nai nai stayed for my green bean soup despite tat she is having a full day seminar on e nxt day n tat day was like 1030pm or so.ya she liked it alot n it is really nice to when ppl shows appreciation for wat u did for them n telling tat such a simple dessert can warm someone's heart.such a waste tat ou nai nai didnt stay for e camp,still tot of having a gd chat wif her over e nite.i got to see a pretty nice side of az,mayb my msg got into his got into his mind or something i dunno he actually talk to me.wow he was also helping for e meals for ncc camp he actually helped when i ask for help things like e lighting e fire,carrying e heavy pot,helping me to open canned food ya n setting trash bag for me to throw things.real gd side of him if ou nai nai gets to nos tis i think she will b real overjoyed over tis i shall tell her abt it.ncc was very gd to npcc i must say they supply us we watever we dont hav they hav really done a great job.
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my holiday job was call off,i think God wans me to do other better things like studying n being able to go for svc.i must work hard for mid yr man so i can hav some great time in june which i m looking forward to it.trying to follow my bible reading as close as possible tat was one of my goals for tis yr to b able to complete reading e whole bible.my dog is knocking my door to call me to bring him down cya.
+ live for him +
sports day heats.helped xb for sure i m e timekeeper in charge.e timekeepers r very cute when i say 'timekeepers ready' they will say 'ever ready' cool ya.thn we oso will give e same tone of reporting e timing to xb.my class didnt do as well as n2 for track events but i belive they all hav done their best.i sld say our class is gd in field events n n2 is gd in e track events therefore we r e track n field.my class got 2 gold 2 sliver 2 bronze so far for field events.i hope thr is more to come during sports day.yeah xb is treating us food i m happy n looking forward abt it.
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i wonder how will xb,ou nai nai n myself feel when e day i left sch.glad?sad?miss me?or cant bear to? me seriously cant bear to leave e sch bcos of both of them other thn tat i think is nth much.who will still keep a look out for them,n keep troubles awy fr them n helping them out when they needed most in sch? tat was my biggest worries.n even will we still b s close s whr we used to be or lost contact wif each other like wat happen to me n ttc.mayb my tudi can help xb in some ways when i m nt around wat abt ou nai nai?gosh i dunno y m i thinking abt all these.i leave it to God tat even tat in future when i m nt in e sch anymore i will still get to noe wat is happening to them n able to help them oso e lord shall protect them regardless wat happen.
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3 days since i hav received any msg fr ou nai nai,n we didnt get to talk to each other,a smile n a hello tat's it.np camp is coming i hope by attending e camp i will get to talk to her by chance or watever s long s i get to talk to her.my holidays are packed again,sad to say i m gg to miss benny hinn n sy roger svc.i will hav a 2 days camp, 2 days of SS workshop thn thurs to sun i will b working by tat time end of holiday.laughs~i wan to start saving for building fund n my japan trip nxt yr.lord give me wisdom to do well in o lvls n glorify God, give me powerful mind to memorise those comb humans stuff, PA formats n maths formulas amen.
+ thankful +
gd to hear fr mrs hee,i hav been waiting n waiting.i miss her presence in e sch n my life since e day she left.i wonder how will she n myself be aft 2 or 3 yrs if i dun hav a chance to meet her in between.pray tat everything there is fine for u n e family.ok i think i will tear if i go on talking abt tis.
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today suppose to go collect class T wif xb straight aft sch but happen tat her meeting was brought forward so i hav to wait for her till her meeting ends.spent my time wif amelia n gang,i ate bee hoon at e end cos i cant decide wat to eat.wat happen thr was aunty actually told me tat xb mention to her tat i m her 'de li zu shou'(kind of personal assistant) my reaction was like huh? she actually praise me to e aunty.laughs~ she seldom praise me or say something so remarkable abt me to other ppl in fact when ppl say i m like her daughter she actually gave her tat weird face n smile.so tat comment hav actually made my day.3 of her form class student went wif us on our way thr one of them said tat 'she is really like ur daughter man' i kept quiet,smiling inside.i already regard her as my mummy (if u follow my posts) i say i m her right hand(it is use most of e time).yesterday i said something like with me in anything things will nt go wrong to those helpers wif xb they laugh n xb was puking =p.no mummy for nw or mayb later i dunno, i m waiting.praying hard.
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tuition time! always looking forward to my eng tuition cos i find my tcher challenging to talk to.i will feel very bright aft talking to him like i will noe more of e outside world.halfway through ou nai nai msg me to thank me for all e little things tat i hav done for her , i reply her aft lesson to me i think is a gift fr God tat i m able to do tis impacting tchers life.i dun think i m tat great like wat ou nai nai said,to e others tis thing to u i may b a physco laughs~ thinking y sld i care so much for them.i tell u nw they r jus great ppl in my life whom i really wan to treasure alot. jus tat u haven found one in ur life whom u can treasure so much,u no need a bf/gf to love so much jus hav ppl like them u can die without regrets(abit over but its true).another msg came fr xb saying tat she got into trouble for nt telling tat she went out of e sch cos she hav dc duty to do.some tchers jus like to throw her weight around,critise ppl infornt of public without giving ppl face.sigh i feel so unfair for her.
+ day of harvest +
o lvl results came out yesterday.i m glad tat 3Gs did very well,neo neo was one of e top student i m so proud of her.i salute to tis yr's top student pei shan n she is fr 5N,at tat time i told myself 'if pei shan can do shi2 can do it too' to b realistic i may nt b e top student,but i can b among e top few.sad to say tat some of my frens in e3 did quite badly their results r more thn 25.chec(my church pvt sch) was feature in e news n all e newspaper abt e o lvl results i felt so honoured abt it.ya i got e same grade for my chi B3.i was at a crossroad of retaking or nt to.many ppl gave ppl gave me advices at 1st i got e same no. of ppl telling me to retake n nt to,i was totally confused.in e 1st place i tot of if i get an A i will move on if nt i will retake,but aft all their valuable advices i m lost to decide which to choose.aft praying to him,n one whole night of consideration i decided nt to.why? fr a businessman view y wld a person wan to invest his time on a nt profitable n risky investment bcos thr is a high chance failing rather thn succeeding.y nt spent e time on some other things,in e business world time is $.
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today mr lim came in n talk to ask abt our targets n plannings for our future.i like him despite tat he has got an extraordinary skill tat seldom ppl hav.he always give us very gd advices n letting us to noe more of ourselves.without telling him wat i my plans i asked him which line i sld go into,he said e sales which was almost e same like wat i plan to do.my mind is set i will go for business studies or marketing in ngee ann to become a buyer or e marketing line,thn move on to smu for degree studies,if i cant make it for o lvl i will do pvt diploma n degree.i hav to stop thinking of becoming a teacher for nw,mayb in future i may get tired of e business world n u guys will see me yelling at students.who noes?