+ i m lousy. +
i won over fel,xb,ou nai nai,lcw so many other ppl but y make me loose control when it comes to lck?(out of so many ppl but HIM) 1st he went to complaint to VP abt my class,nxt he turn to his HOD whom was my co-form.mrs cheong ask me to visualize tat if she was to be lck how wld i react? i said i wld hav done e same thing but come to hav some tots to imagine mrs cheong were to do tat is likely impossible.alright even if i m in e wrong for wat i hav done,but dont he feel tat he has to REALLY reflect himself(nt e 1st time) to me anything tat he does is nonsense,all he does is to complaint.he is jus nt cut to b a tcher,dunno how he passed in e 1st place,well who m i to judge.i only hav 2 reaction for him is either i shoot or i shut up,cant sit down n talk to him who noes mayb i m i able to if i try(eek)alright blame me on my mouth,i really tried hard to control my words but it jus went off when it comes to lck.God pls teach me how to love like how u did.
+ xiao bing strikes back! +
i m so happy today mummy is back! but mom is out of town.mummy suan me early in e morning,cos i gave command for assembly today(tis prove tat she is still kicking like b4) ytd was e interview wif moe ppl,turn out pretty gd,i think all of us did a great job selling our sch(marketing?)my cough lasted for ard one wk,seen one doc he is abit strange.he suppose to give me antibiotics but he gave me e one i m allergic to so i told e nurse thn she went to ask e doc so how? e doc say no need to take duh~worse thing was e cough syrup tat he gave was e same as wat i drank for e past few days.went to see another one today e result turn out to be my throat infection has become wind-pipe infection kind of more serious.e doc is very nice he didnt charged me any consultant fees however e bill was $29 i got a shock.it was so ex bcos i hav to take a longer course of antibiotics i dun hav enough cash wif me so i paid watever i hav to e nurse she say is ok(PTL) i nvr knew tat i will b so ex.he gave me a 1 day mc,still thinking whether sld i go sch or nt.i wan to recover fast.take care ppl dun fall sick like me.
+ signs of missing someone too much. +
3rd time typing tis entry,bcos of auto shut down.my sch band is a bronze band nw! i m so happy for them they did a great job.my sch chi n malay dance oso clinched e bronze award for e 1st time taking part in SYF.met up wif mrs cheong abt e interview,those stuff were so 'SS' hope tat we could win something.today is a real bad day i fell sick having a bad flu n terrible dry throat.i drank lot of water today i jus sank my immune system wif water.i drank abt 3 liters already bloated* lesson ended i went looking ah li n lulu,i fell into a drain 2nd time in my whole entire sec sch life.i got blue-black all over,scratched knee.i got mz for first aid,so many ppl crowd ard me at tat time shy* mrs cheong came n tease me by recommending to pour acid n so on.e blue-black were still swollen until nw.above are signs if me missing someone too much lol.teaching some of my junior chem tmr,i hope i can help.take care! God pls heal my leg n flu.
+ i miss mummy. +
our sch is taking part for a kind of NE award.i was choosen by mrs cheong to do some presentation to e moe,to tell them how NE we are.till nw i dunno wat is gg on,but meeting her tml hope it wont be too tough.parent meeting session is on fri i m very excited abt it cos my mom is gg.u guys must b thinking tat i m crazy cos who like their parents to meet tchers.the thing is my mom seldom goes to see tcher tis is my final yr so she decided to make a trip down.haha therefore my mom is gg to see ou nai nai i wonder wat will scene like.they better dont say anything to upset my mom.
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i dunno y m i so cheeky today(mayb mummy is nt wif me) i kept making fun of ou nai nai ask her to sing song,play hula hoop when she is back fr old folks home i told her student to lock her in side e pe room laughs~she reply saying she got no waist to play hula hoop lol(she got quite a gd figure okie) when i say lock her up she say i bear to do it or nt haha of cos nt i was jus joking tease her abit.heard she sang(i wish i was thr)still rmb she say she wans to sing duet wif me b4.went to a compre workshop today,the content was gd but the prizes tat she give is kind of cheapo.those books are new but they are e leftovers mostly written by sg writers writing abt war some sort.onli one tat i find interest me is e one on political cartoons it is so fun realise tat all our SS sbq came out fr thr.
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i cant belive it is e 8th day tat i didnt see my mummy or talked to her face to face.i cant stand it anymore,i wan to see her thn i can disturb her haha(jk) i m gg mad thr is still 6 more days to go it is real torture.nt to forgot i oso miss fel like crazy,3 mths nvr see her or even talked to her.i wrote a testi for her hope she likes it.i m afraid tat she will lose contact wif me like wat happen to me n ttc,drifting away aft a period of time i cant bear for it to happen.miss ya!
+ The love of God. +
i had a great cgm ytd,God spoke to me abt choosing e rite frens n humility.i will b joining word power together wif gab n another member of keith cg.i can say tat i m nt as gd as gab but for e fun of it n if nobody joins gab's talent will b wasted.i m still considering for bioanthlon it needs faith to complete 5km n dunno how many laps in e sea.i m consider a long distance runner but e furthest i hav ran was onli 3.6km.for talent time ya i love to sing took part in sch events so on but my church is so big,i feel tat jus take one stone and throw tat person cld hav been much better thn me wif tat i dont hav much confidence.
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exams are real near i m banging hard on all my sub.rina is trying to signal me to bring frens.ya i m reaching out to alot of my frens.i hav brought almost all of my close frens to church n nw trying to build bonds wif those whom i m nt so close wif.i must jia you in tat.
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xb mummy is doing fine,jus tat she cant laugh too hard n walk too much.ou nai nai was sick on fri(2nd time for tis yr so far) pray tat boh of them are doing well.i got to start to maximize e usage of my brain,to rmb bible verses n my sch work.God bless!
+ blessings. +
sports day ended yesterday.i had a great time being a time keeper and a competitor.the meet was fine until P decided to change e sitting arrangement according to her likeness and she took ard 1 hr to do tat(argh).shall nt cont wat sickening things happen.i ran 4x100 girls relay n e mix,i was e 2nd runner.tat was e 1st time i ran effortlessly,i was leading until something wrong to e 3rd runner.anyway everyone in e class did his/her best tat's y 5N1 came in 2nd for overall.i m so proud of my class!thk God i got to take pics wif mummy aft tat i was afraid tat ou nai nai wont come down to e field i looked up she was already coming down e stairs lol! got to take pics wif her oso i m overjoyed.(still waiting for lulu to send me e pics)
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i must really thk God tat he really places superb ppl in my life.i wan to thk him for placing mummy n ou nai nai in my life guiding me.mummy really see through me inside out even 7788 cant do wat she cld do.she was telling me some sports day stuff during recess,and she msg me at nite saying tat she sense tat i looked weird to her and ask me wat happen.is a great blessing tat to hav someone like her who can noe me inside out especially ppl who hav ranks above u.when they can even put down their ranks and really get close to u.
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God,mummy is gg for a op nxt wk.i pray tat e op will b a success n u will stay close wif her throughout e whole process let her nt to b afraid of gg to e op,minimize her pain on e wound as much as possible amen.