+ Life changing. +
*Removes all the dust n molds* My deepest aplogies for letting here trap dust.
Well b4 the yr 2006 ends i moved hus, and i found a life changing friend.
I thought i wld end my 06 in a sad note as i did nt achieve my main goal of the yr which is to find 'My Bestie' I did a reflection over my 17 yrs in sg after i saw in other ppl's life n heard wat pst robb preach. Qns is do i hav a person tat i can really be comfortable with? Like e kind of friend pst robb was talking abt? The friend tat gladys is always talking abt. Or like according to kathy's friendship meter friend tat surpass level 5, wat abt e special fren tat shirley has. A big NO bounce back to me n hit me hard. Eversince fr tat day onwards i hav been praying & seeking, seriously seeking hard, testing n testing.
In e last 2 post i mention abt i saw light in my prayers, the great news is my prayers came to pass. I found e very precious one. The divine thing was she had e prayer like mine too, couldnt believe when she told me abt it.
With regards to relationships i m like a typical "I" in DISC, gd with crowd, surrounded with many frens sad thing is when party is over i m alone really alone. Tat's e bad side of an "I" person. Now its diff best thing in my life can be shared, nt forgetting the worst too. There many stages in a friendship jus like e meter kathy got. In my heart i noe whr each of my friend stand, whether one is being promoted or nt is nt jus abt how nice u have treated me or how bless u r in my life. (This mindset changed over the yrs) It is abt how life changing we r in each one's life, am i bringing the person to a higher lvl or for worst?
Is like the telepathy gladys & eigene has, how glued kathy & sandra were, how willing were shirley & pam whom tried to find time for each other despite of their heavy schedule. From them i learned how to be a best friend n i m still learning. From my besty i learn the lvls of love, and discovered how sacrifical a friend can be. I always see how willing her heart was nt jus to me but e others too, the servanthood she has for her leaders n her ministry.
Things tat she done for me big or small everything was kept deep inside. Times tat she sacrifice her fav slping hrs to fetch me from work, accompany me for meals when her eyes were already half closed. Listened to all e rubbish i got from work. Since my training started my time is very limited so e little time tat we had was very precious to me. Be it quick meals in mamak, short journeys fr KJ back to ridzuan or walks fr carpark to blk B. There were oso times tat i cancel all my appointment n wanting to spend my off day with her yet she told me she was busy honestly i was disappointed. Funny was once my 1st post card written to her she mistook it as an advertisment by hotel students.
She has already step into a zone tat no one has ever stepped into, a higher stage whr my VIPs were. I m very proud to tell ppl tat i hav such a fren like her, ppl in MO say 'got ppl so gd one ar, sure bo?' I replied confidently 'yes, got my fren lor' the someone tat i wont exchange for anything. Your closest relationships must be those with whom you have virtually absolute security in sharing your deepest dreams, greatest desires, and erratic uncertainties, knowing that they will support you and carry out the Word of God together with you through every stage of your life. Indeed she is esther 最疼的人...