+ Doors. +
Recently my chatting topics revolve ard 'expressing urself', 'to say or nt to say', 'y ppl refuse to share'...
We always say tat e way to our hearts thr r many doors.
Mayb A has onli 5, B has 10, C has 100.
How many do u have, probably we ourselves oso dunno.
Sometimes opening doors can b quite emotional draining.
Recently i oso found out it wld be good to noe how close actually u r to e person.
If u noe, u wld minus awy entertaining those saying 'i dun hav frens', 'i dun feel like telling u'...
My counsellor tcher told me sometimes frens refuse to say is bcos we r in their social circle. If they tell u their deepest secret, thr wld b some respondsiblities in it.
Thn tis whr counsellors come into e picture, bcos some ppl wld feel tat talking to them thr wont b any responsiblities in it. Thr is no emotions involve, no bias, no obligations, very neutral.
For me i wld get fed up when my close ones are feeling down, got probs and they refuse to share. If u think by nt telling me is to nt let me worry u r wrong. I think tats e easiest and e most torturing way to make me suffer.
Sometimes i wish i cld hav been more care-less towards all these. Mayb some of u nw r saying 'u sld' but these r e ppl i lay my life for how can i not?!
Probably i m nt good enough for u to tell...
Probably i dun stand in e position whr u stand in my heart.
Mayb I haven open enough doors...
I dunno...
gg ki siao...
I only can sit thr and watch, waiting for my chance.
I only can pray for God's power to move in ur life.
但愿我的坚持不会被误解成任性。
This is a yr of LOVE...