i think tis wld be a write up of myself.some reflections aft cny.God place many ppl in my life at my diff growing stage.jus to name a few main ones in various stage.
Tcher deborah,godma fr YMCA(18mths till pri 6):tcher deborah is a tcher whom i always glue to when i m in child care centre.she wld always brin me to e playground beside e child care centre.if u heard me saying b4 tat i hav a person whom wld faithfully rmb my birthday every yr,she is the one.every yr without fail i wld receive a gift fr her and she wld try to attend all my birthday celebrations.she loves to give me books chi story bks,eng fairytales,sci encyclopedia and e last one she gave me was bk vouchers.in e past whenever i feel sad or hurt i wld hide in e room n ring her up for help,and in less thn an hr she wld appear in front of me comforting me.till nw though i havent seen her for yrs nor received her birthday gifts since sec2,i still miss her alot.mayb inside her heart she tot tat i hav grown up n forgetten abt her so she is to shy to vist me.i intend to visit her aft my O's results,jus pray hard tat it will b good.
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Bishan ah ma(born-pri6):ah ma spolit me alot,dotes on me like crazy.she wld buy me lots of toys when i m young.she wld celebrate birthdays for me,brin me out to swim.she wld buy me clothes for chinese new year(nt cheap).i used to be e princess in funan(nw funan IT mall) everyone noes me thr so i wld wonder ard in e building as though it is mine.thr was once i lost my dearest pillow while i was playing,i cried until i almost flooded e building.ah ma n ah gong went high n low in e building jus to find back e pillow for me.aft tat incident e whole building noes tat i m e little girl holding on e pillow where ever she goes.although nw i onli get to see her once a yr but her love for me is always thr which i m very touch till nw.if nt for her in e past thr wont be shiz today.
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Godma,bishan ah ma's daughter(born-pri6):i rmb clearly tat godma always like to brin me to sogo(nw robinson) n thr i found lots of lego.the tubs n tubs of lego i used to play was mainly brought by her.i also rmb her buying me garfield chocolates(nt availd anymore) which was my fav in e past.she took very gd care of me when she was single thn attached thn married.aft she got her own kids thn i got neglected i sound abit jealous but nvm atleast i m her 1st love haha.
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Pei2,cousin(pri1-still counting):i always get bullied by my sis n thr was nth i cld do abt it at tat kind of age.pei2 was my listening ear in my rebellious stage.i wld go to her hus we both lie on her bed n talk our hearts out n her hi-fi wld play jeff chang's songs.she was e one who walk wif me while i was in one of my darkest moments.she used to be e person who noes me e best cos i will tell her everything tat happened in my pri sch life.
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TTC,tian tian cai(sec1-sec3):among all she is e one who hurts me e most.she gave me lots of love in one period of time.if i say i dunno e way to a certain place she wld find time despite of her hectic schedule n drive me to e place.if she is nearby my sch she wld msg me n drive me home or we wld go lunch.she wld rather go lunch wif me when thr r lots of ppl q-ing up to hav lunch wif her.one pt in time we sms each other everyday.we were so close until her workers tot i was her daughter my frens tot she was my godma.ppl like ah li seen her b4 rmb she gave us a lift to bishan stadium in one of our sch's sports day.sad to say aft she got pregnant she left me in e 'freezer' n since thn she jus left my life.
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Felicia(sec3-still counting):the person whom i wld call up n cry.eventhough we dun see each other very often but she will b always thr whenever i need someone to talk to.she is like a da jie jie to me,nvr fail to give me gd advice,shower me wif care always concern abt wat i m doing.she is a person wif no temper at all n u cant bear to b angry wif her also.she n xb mummy is e cause of my turning pt in life.
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Xb mummy(sec3-still counting):fr her nick u noe my mummy lor.to me she is a mum 24/7 she is giving me new guidence,directions and perspectives.she sees a diff me,e one who can read my mind.she did things tat i nvr believe a human wld do it.although she nvr really show much or even like to give me funny names but i noe she loves n cares alot for me.she is e one i wld hold closely to my heart.i noe if she gonna read tis her hair will stand again *laughs*
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Ou nai nai(sec4-still counting):even i noe u will be reading but i still want to write =p she is e one who dotes me alot, love to bless me wif lots of gifts.she always buy me books,i realise tchers like to buy books? she is forever very encouraging.i rmb many session gg into her class n chit chat wif her.whenever she walk pass my cls she wld wave so hard at me with a sweet smile.i m very touched by her effort, taking time to visit tis site despite of her heavy timetable.
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took me so long to type tis post,nw more secrets are revealed dun laugh at me ok.mayb i consider to post some of their photos hehe.