+ moving on... +
The pass 1 wk was one of my toughest days of life.I m very thankful tat many gave me advise.Some agreed some dont.I hav learn fr e pass 1 wk tat thr isnt any perfect solution,is all up to each preference n desire.Some may feel plan A is better but some may feel tat plan B is better they all hav their stand.Mummy told me tis over e phone "go n do wat u really like,do e necessary reseach n dun regret." Over e wk thr were ppl who encourage me to stay n go making e decision was tough.My mum oso taught me something over e yrs tat we sld be happy wif wat we r doing n nt doing for e sake of doing.Tat's y 14 yrs ago my mum choose to give up everything jus for e sake of her 2 kids.Thank God for mr wong who taught me how to qns.So over e wk i kept questioning myself until sometimes i was to engross n ended up sleeping 4am.At certain pt in time i was so lost until i really dunno wat to do or which way to go.I jus went to ring ppl up n talk n someone did help me to my decision.
I talked to some ppl wif fear cos i m so afraid tat wat i feel or think wld offend them especially those words i use.I dun wan ppl to feel tat they r wasting their time giving advise to me.All bcos i think through everyone's advise carefully tats y i took so long to come to e decision.I also felt very comfortable talking to certain ppl,i m able to speak out my mind n nt afraiding tat they wld disagree or nt.They wld listen to wat i really wan rather thn telling me wat they really wan me to do.
Yes yes i m leaving to msia.I still haven receive any call or msg fr fel sigh.