+ Jus give. +
If u love...GIVE.
If u hate...GIVE.
If u love so much...GIVE even MORE
If u hate alot...GIVE even much MORE
God love us...therefore he gave
I love u so...I GIVE
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Cannot get angry/upset wif u la, e anger, hurt, disappointment cant even last for 10mins.
Sometimes i jus hate myself y i cant get angry/upset wif u more longer thn tat felt lousy at times, until one day i realise tat is how much i love, how much i m willing to give, how much i hav given, nt even thinking abt e returns. Oh so divine! In less thn 1 yr is already like tat, cant believe 4 yrs later, one of us got attached or both. Something $$ cant buy, ppl cant give, cant simply get anywhere, onli fr and through God. Forgive me if i didnt live up to ur expactations.
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Dinner was great accept tat for 3 diff standards of saltiness & sweetness. Onli manage to get e sweetness correct. Must improve!
Smart act fr ek kor kor.
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Still nt used to letting ppl into my room. I always find my hus/room is something very very private. Back in sg onli a handful of my frens came my hus b4, nt say my own room. However who-so-ever came have enjoyed very gd privillage, especially broswing thru those childhood pics, even better if u get to listen my mum's stories telling.
Moral of e story: In KL, If u have ever slept over my place by invitation/ I have slept peacefully during ur presence meaning, u r esther's great fren. If nt try harder la.
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Oh yea, physical touch oso. Nt my primary love language but i do give a fair share in my life. For me is very common to hug, place hand over shoulder, cross ur hand over my hand, leaning on shoulder. One thing I learn in KL is holding hands, very funny my frens in sg dun do tat, but frens in KL it seems so common, e feeling was quite weird to me at 1st. Somehow recently I could feel how intruding those 'common' stuff can be. Fr certain ppl even jus placing their hands on my shoulder i could feel very very uncomfortable dunno y, didnt had tat feeling b4 back in sg as it was really common. The reaction is like 'can u keep ur hands off ' in my mind, sounded so crude but is true.
Moral of the story: If u have done e above 'common' stuff wif me n i still feeling ok meaning u r fine. If u have done everything above(especially holding hands) wif me u must be really special to me cos tat part is e hardest to conquer.
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Seriously I dunno y I end up talking abt all these, they jus crossed my mind suddenly. By saying all these make myself sounded more like a weirdo. Or mayb I m jus making some ppl feel worse or important either one. *bleah*